yep yep... Jus wanna shout that it was amazing..!!! Wonderful is His plans for me...^^!!! Finally... I got my acceptance letter from CORNELL, an Ivy League campus!!! hahaha... I jus cant differentiate between laughter and tears... I jus cant believe it... this is the first time in my life that I was crying because of happiness...
during 3weeks struggle of making the personal statement... I realize that there is a thin line between hope and giving up. but thats the time that I realize how He loves me so much... day by day... and how unthankful I am if I cant give my BESTest to Him... and there it is all the hard work... He gives me the promise on time... not too early... and not too late...
although cc really dissapointed me at the first time, as she "mencabut" her promise to make the personal statement for me for some reason (wrong request though,,, instead of editing, I expected finished product of essay), I truly glad that she did it...
I still remembered the email she sent to me... It is not a matter that I didnt hav time to make it nor the ability to make one, its just I didnt want to push myself more.. more.. beyond my limit... she told me so... and thats soo true Sis... its time for me to grow up... and stand on my on feet...
aniwae she is still the MosT sUper DUpA LoveEly sister that Ive ever had... she still helped me edit my personal statement...
and for all my Buddies that had helped me... Im so thankful... more than words can explain...
One of them ever said to me that 'I will help you all I can Vid... u can trust me... cause you deserve to go there' UuHHhhmmm.. a bit Ge-Er.. im not those geniuses but all I can do is just giving my best.. and im just soo terharuuu... it was 5am I guess.. and we're still thinking the topic of question3.. not even writing a paragraph...
It just He works through the people that helps me... all...
and yeah... I just want to continue doing my best... cause thats my part..
I will not walk by sight anymore but with faith... producing nothing to impossibilities...
Ma, Pa... here I am and I will never ever dissapoint you...
I just want to go home asapp.. and show how my life is changed by His love...
