Ugghh.. my back hurts after about 2 hours of shoveling the snow around my car. There was a snow storm 3 days back and since I parked in the corner of the parking lot and I did not shovel the next morning, I decided to let it sit there and used my house-mate's car, a 4WD. Oh yea.. a bit of shoveling and I am out of the jam-packed 20" snow! I was giggling and poor Civic next to me, the couple has been shoveling here and there and yet the car didn't move.
Oh well, revenge time, the plower actually came and cleaned the parking lot. Unfortunately they plowed the snow and make a snow-barricade around my car. They tried to contact me to move my car and daaa... I was at work! So today first thing in the morning I plowed that barricade. Good thing, it was quite sunny but the snow has become quite ice-hard and harder to shovel! But I made it.
That was the time that I realized... gosh...I probably don't want to be alone (soon and for the rest of my life!). And now I questioned myself how was that possible that I lived by myself for 2 years? But more, there was a time, when I was naive and careless and thought to myself, so what if I do not find someone to marry. I can be by myself! Hahaha... well it is a simplified definition of a husband, isn't it? someone to plow the snow for you?! I did not mean that way but I guess it is more to a representative of a bigger picture, that human are not supposed to be alone. and I ate my own words! (quote this from a friend post in facebook). And the question now, is it worth it for me to spend my time here for work while being away from my loved ones? Tell me abut priority vs trade-offs -_- Only time can tell... but I just hope that I did not make a mistake, and if I do change my mind, I hope it will not be too late.
